A Visit to Mother Mary

It has been our family’s tradition to pay our Lady of Antipolo a visit once every summer.

And this trip really was truly a blessed one. Made me feel like my soul was replenished to it’s full health.

We attended mass at the Shrine of our Lady of Peace and Good Voyage, and the homily melted my heart. The priest said Mother Mary will always lift us up for us to reach Jesus.

I always attend mass on Sundays but there always are masses like this that really touch my heart. Our next stop is the Regina RICA, or Regina Rosarii Institute for Contemplation in Asia.

I’ll show you later the picture I took. This place lifted me higher and closer to Mother Mary. On the 308 steps up to the hill we prayed the Rosary, and then one of the Dominican sisters oriented us about the place

Which I think helps a lot for visitors to be able to reflect well instead of going just for a picture and all the fun. I have learned how to “Contemplate”. You close your eyes and stop for a moment of silence, for about twenty silent minutes you shall free your mind from worrying, and thinking, and surrender yourself in peace. That way, God can enter us and help lighten our burdens. You end the contemplation with a prayer and again get back to whatever it is you are doing. I decided I’ll do this whenever I get so upset. ‘Cause you know me, and how I tend to just fall apart sometimes. I also bought two candles at Regina RICA. The pink one is dedicated for Love, and Family. And the green one for Hope to pass examinations. We can just light it there but I decided to take it home. I was thinking of lighting it when depressing times come. So somehow I’ll be able to find the light from those dark times. I believe it’ll really help me JJJ

Another thing is that Mama Mary’s number is 8. I remembered you-know-who, he’s teasing me that I should say yes to him on the eighth of June, ‘cause when it symbolizes infinity also. I kinda flushed when I heard that it was also Mama Mary’s number. It’s because her birth day falls on that number and also the number of her angels is 17, that is 1+7=8. I was thinking maybe one time we can visit Regina RICA together, and ask guidance from Mama Mary so she would guide us together. And maybe in the future, our wedding may be at the chapel here. :PP Hahahahahaha. MAYBE. Oh, let’s just ask guidance from Mama Mary so she’d keep us closer to Jesus.

And the last silly thing I did was that I counted my way down the hill and asked for a sign. Wanna know what it is? :DDD

I said if I counted my way correctly down the hill, and that the steps were really 308, it means I have Mama Mary’s blessing to say YES to you-know-who on 8. And theeeeeeen, I counted it correctly. I have Mama Mary’s blessing! Yaaaaay :”>

Thank you Mama Mary for sharing with us your sacred and enchanted place, I will always thank and love you for the motherly love you have for us. You are truly a woman’s role model. We should be more of like you. :*

Something's Wrong..

And I’m trying to figure out what that is.

Is it me?

Again?

And YOU, what’s the matter with you? Why did you let him pay for all those??? Oh please tell me why? Just because you don’t have to pay ‘cause he’s going to, doesn’t mean you can just sit there and eat, free of charge.

Just because he offers you a shirt and says it’s a birthday gift for you don’t mean you’ll just let him pay for it. What on earth were you really thinking?!! I’ve heard EGO means a lot to boys. Hey where’s yours?

I have to admit what you just did was a major turn-off. I tried with all my might just so he won’t buy the same shirt we bought. I kept insisting for the blue one not because I want it that bad, but because I want him to buy the other design.

‘Cause it’s supposed to be a couple shirt! And hey look, the three of us bought the same design with different colors. What was that?!!!! And worse, he paid for it. >.< And you just stand there smiling, and enjoying life’s worst freebies.

You’re the guy, you’re supposed to stop those things from happening ‘cause you should be thinking you or we should be the one who’ s going to buy and pay for the couple shirt, not him or anybody else.

Haven’t you thought of these things?

You should make good decisions.

Be a man, dude. >:/

But then my heart knows no turn off when it is inlove. So yea, I love you and your flaws. Always have, always will. :**

Pampangalore

We went to SM Pampanga and watched The Avengers last Monday. Never too late for us to go and watch it. I really have to say it was AWESOOOOOOME.

I enjoyed the movie except for the part where some jerks on our back kept talking loud, and I was like, what the hell?! That’ll be the most stupid thing one can do inside a movie house.

Who cares with what they’re talking about, people paid to watch a movie not for a talk show.

So it was Paul, you-know-who and I. Yea, the THREE of us. And yea again, it kinda sucks. It was Paul’s “birthday gift” to you-know-who, and I really think he has other purpose for this, and that I’m not sure of.

Maybe Paul likes him. Oh back off. He’s all mine! Or, I don’t know. Err. He kept on insisting he would treat us out, so for his third try, I just said yes and think of it as a favor to him. I know it’s very kind of him to treat us out, but didn’t it pop to his mind it’s kinda awkward to be with two lovers whom might be happier if they spend the time without him? Yknow? Like walking on sidewalks, it’s hard for the third person to fit. Maybe it would have been better if there’ll be four of us. I tried asking our other friends to come but they wouldn’t want to. Despite those I sincerely thank you Paul, for the movie, and the food, and the shirt. I appreciate your generosity, but I’d rather spend my own money in such situation. It wasn’t a friend’s job to treat a friend for a movie date. It really isn’t.

We had a fight. It’s pettish I think. But I just can’t ignore the fact that he’s trying to just let our misunderstandings pass without fixing it.

It made me cry. I’m confused If I cried over thinking I wasn’t good enough for him and he deserves someone better, or if I cried ‘cause I’m just so disappointed with how he handles our little fights.

I’m trying to be serious talking to him about how we should not hesitate to tell each other that something’s wrong. He’s trying to just be cool about it, and I didn’t like the way he does that. I mean,

There’s nothing wrong in having fights. It strengthens a relationship. Am I right?? Don’t fear that a fight can tear us apart. NO it won’t. And I hope it really won’t.

Well we talked this over. And I guess it worked out right. I hope so!!!!!!

:** Youuuu!!!<3<3

Alam mo ba?

Alam mo ba na BISCOCHO ang tawag jan?
Alam mo bang napakasarap nyan dahil malutong sya at may butter-caramel taste sya?
Alam mo bang paborito ko yan?
Alam mo bang hindi lahat  ng biscocho kasing sarap nyang gawa ng Liza's Bakeshop at di ko maipaliwanag kung bakit?
Alam mo ba na pinasaya ako nyang Biscocho na yan nung nabadtrip ako dahil napagalitan at nasigawan ng dahil sa maling pagka-scan ko sa notebook ng kapatid ko?

Alam mo ba na si Nanay(Granny, mommy’s side) ang laging nagbibigay nyan sa akin dati?

Alam mo bang namiss ko bigla si Nanay dahil jan?

At alam mo ba na lagi akong mapapasaya nyan?

Alam mo rin ba na tinago ko sa refrigerator namin yan pero pag gising ko isang piraso na lang sya?

Ngayon alam mo na. J 

http://ph.news.yahoo.com/lady-gaga-philippines-despite-rallies-174145661.html


I'm a fan of Gaga. But that doesn't mean I don't believe and love, and respect God. She's having a concert. Not a cult assembly. Just let her perform and do her thing,
Don't judge her and accuse her of blasphemy as if we're no sinners. We all are. -.-

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BEBEYOGI

Meet YOGI,

My cuddly furrbabyyyyyyyy :)

He's a Shih Tzu. He loves chasing the cats around, also his toy ball.

You can see I'm trying hard to be as cute as he is by imitating his ponytail.

Sadly I ain't as cute as he is.

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HE KISSED ME.
ON MY FOREHEAD.
OMG.
FIRST KISS!
:))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
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You should have seen my face. Hahaha.
He went over to spend the day with me, we did nothing but talk,
and play around, and I'm contented with that. No,
I'm more than contented with that,
The moment I saw him walking towards me I was just adasfWVFRASNVRKnvkjsbckj!!
If he'll always be the one knocking on our gate then I'll be more than glad to open it!!!
I'll live on our gate and guard it. LOL. Overrated? XD Hmm, INLOVE!
ILOVEYOU! YOU KNOW THAT!
:)))))))

WHY DO I FEEL LIKE I DON’T DESERVE TO BE LOVED?

MAYBE I’M JUST USED TO BEING LEFT,

BEING IGNORED,

THE ONE WHO’S ALWAYS REPLACED,

SOMEONE BEING COMPARED TO,

SHOULD I BLAME MYSELF FOR FEELING LIKE THIS?

Oh, the face.

There's no lion, I am the witch, and the wardrobe is a mess

Stupid blog post title. Somebody please teach me how to do it properly, attractively, not how to dougie. I’m a terrible dancer. Ok. Screw this.

They could’ve been happier, they looked good together (though we looked better together haha. Damn) they could’ve got a “lovers-of-the-year” award…

I don’t understand why I keep feeling this way. What feeling? I felt like a horrible ass that I meddled to their love affair. Like I’m the antagonist in their love story, only I got to have the prince which antagonists in stories don’t. It’s like prince charming chose Cinderella’s step sister over her. Impossible right? But I felt like I’m Cinderella’s stepsister and I stole her prince charming. I admit I neglected him, and dumped him, and screwed his heart before that’s why he fell into her loving arms. Then I went crashing back to him, blurted out those three words surprisingly he’s waiting to hear. And marked the end of their love story. With their conversations I see everything’s where it’s supposed to be. They’re happy. He’s got to climb over the walls and into her heart. Good job, prince charming. But then the odds were rude to their love affair, and it’s in my favor. Now we’re together, he got her out of the picture. I’m happy he’s mine again, she’s sad he backslided her. My friends exultant in our reunion, her friends furious of him for breaking her chaste heart. Maybe even with me, for stealing him from her. Did I? Stole him?? I thought he’s mine from the beginning. I’m sorry. I honestly am.

To the girl whose heart was wounded because of my recklessness,

I love him. I really do. And you know sometimes when you loved someone so much you do ridiculous things.

So I’m ridiculous. And sorry I’m ridiculous enough to let him fall for you, and leave you. Sorry if you’re into this mess too.It wasn’t my intention to ruin what was between you and him. Besides, I was ready to let him go ‘cause I see he’s happy with you.

I know how it feels, being hurt. I’ve been. And it sucks right? You lure yourself to chocolates and comedies then at the end of the day he still creeps into your deserted heart. In case you think I’m a bitch, I’m sorry I wasn’t. But if you think I am, go on. Like you I’m a girl. I just don’t look like one. And I understand if you and your friends would roll your eyes on me. I would do the same either. But please know I am sorry if you’re feeling that way right now. Feel free to blame me.

I thank you for being there for him when I neglected him, I see you’re nice. That’s why he liked you. You’re pretty, yes you are. And I know you’re a guy’s ideal girl. Do not fear, for one day you’ll meet that someone who’ll sweep you off your feet. Someone who will prove to you that not all boys are nuts, and someone who will treat you right.

Wish you knew how sorry I am. I know life’s unfair. It really is.

ANAGC.

Draco Dormiens Nunquam Titillandus

(Draco Dormiens Nunquam Titillandus-from Harry Potter. Hogwarts’ School of Witchcraft and Wizardry Motto.)

I can’t think of any title that would suit this blog post, I don’t even know where to start. I wasn’t sure with what I’m doing. I just felt like I should blog about how I woke up today wanting to sleep again. Maybe I started my morning all wrong. I woke up with my furious mom. Asking me to do this, and do that. It’s not that I’m complaining, but I just hate waking up and being asked to do something right away. I’m used to waking up late. Hehee. So I swept the floor, changed the covers of our bed, checked if everything’s neat. I’m in charge of making sure the house is all set for the guests. Now I got you wondering. Yes, our house is for lease. Dad’s idea. We weren’t staying there for I think three years now ‘cause we stayed in our house in Guiginto before. Now we’re staying with mommy nene. (My granny, daddy’s side). He asked my uncle to make ads over the internet that says “House with pool for rent” and the rest is history. Lol.

Truth is, I wanna stay there. I fancy waking up on my own room. And say hello to Mr. Sun in my own window pane. And hang dreamcatchers all over it. And finally have my own happy space. Really. But we just can’t let granny be all on her own in her house (though our house sat right beside hers). Enough with the house, I crawled back to bed trying to snooze up. But I realized the coffee won’t allow my eyes to. Checked my phone, still got no message from him. I don’t know what his problem is, and I don’t remember if I did something wrong or if we’re on a fight. I don’t know if he’s mad or he got pissed with me and my sluggishness in texting. I texted him, saying “Goodmorning. Magkagalit ba tayo? May balak ka bang magtext? Mgbreakfast. Psh.” Cause I certainly have no idea of what’s going on. Pissed off, I logged on to facebook. Lame. Checked his, (shh! He doesn’t remember I know his password) then I found myself stalking his almost girlfriend. You know who she is. And again skimmed over their pictures until a thought hit me, they could’ve been happier, they looked good together (though we looked better together haha. Damn) they could’ve got a “lovers-of-the-year” award…….

Check the next blog post, I have something to tell you..

See? I told you I ain’t sure of what I’m blogging about. Did I break the rules of blogging? Is there such? Naaah. I don’t think so. This is my blog anyway so pretty much I can post junk whenever I want to.

SWAG-WAG: A Baguio Escapade

Some of our Swag finds

The two NICOLES

DREAMCATCHERS!<3

Irene-Mykyot, and I :)

The two craziest human being alive with you, plus wagwagans and dreamcatchers all over the place,

and some mouth watering strawberry taho and fresh blueberry yogurt. Enough to picture a blissful summer trip. It was a birthday treat by Mykyot. It's supposed to be five of us. Sadly Alyssa wasn't allowed to come

for some reasons, and Jaycel again have her endless reasons for not coming with us. So it's Irene and her

family (including aaliyah cutie their pet shihtzu) Nicole, yes. Nicole. And I, Nicole again. Haha. We stopped over the convent of the pink sisters to pray, and I swear the strawberry taho there tastes like heaven!!!!!!! This is one of my favrite part of our trip. Reallyy! Right after we arrived and ate in the transient house we went to the Mines View Park which is only a few blocks away from the transient we stayed in.Then we invaded the wag-wagans in Baguio. It was my first time to buy something from wagwag. What's wag-wag? It's the locals' term for Ukay-Ukay. It's a retail fashion shop for pre-loved items. I consider this as a must-visit in Baguio. For a budget of 500,I bought two flats and a floral lace leggings which is now my favorite. Saaavvyy. Right? :)

We roamed around the city ourselves. Irene's mom would just give us directions and we'd ride jeepneys ourselves. We headed to the Philippine Military Academy that made Nicole and Irene sentimental, :P we visited some of the places mentioned from the pocketbook they read. Yep, excluding me. Ran to the restricted section and had a picture taken with the Cadets. Nicole failed to buy a class ring which I think is exclusive only for PMAers that made her wanna marry one of the Cadets. XD

Saw no ghost but pretty Sunflowers at Teachers Camp, met the guy with no name and screamed in an old mine at Botanical Garden, counted our steps on our way up to The Mansion, and back to Mines View Park again.

It was overall a happy trip. Wish someday we'd go back with our own cars. And make another memorable escapade.  (and invade wagwagans again! Hahaha)

OVER THE NIGHT

OVERNIGHT:

If you'll be asking a student taking up BS Information Technology in BulSu, Overnight is when they stay in

one of their groupmates' house to work on a requirement. It's most probably a program, and always happen because of the major subjects. Well, while working on our projects last semester, I spent like two days on two different houses just to finish our projects on time.

I never exerted this effort in doing projects. Never this much.

There they  are, my dear groupies. Hardworking as ever? Hmmm? :)

The first picture:

It was taken here in our living room. We worked on it in the livingroom 'cause the bedroom makes us feel sleepy. And that was prohibited. Haha. We slept one at a time. As for me, my eyes gave up at six in the morning. We were asked to make a Network Design Proposal for a client of our choice (which made it harder), part of the requirements for our subject-Network Management. A hardbound copy of the documentation, and the protoype was presented to the critics. OHHHH. I nearly cursed working on this project. Twas damn hard for me.At first there was only two of us working on the documentation, and one for the figures needed for the document.Talking and proofreading the chapters only through facebook chat. Unlike other groups, who work together with their group mates.

Coffee kept me up, plus the fear of submitting it late. Overall I feel like shit. I felt robot-like. My heart feels like it was pumping coffee more than blood, crumpled with the situation. School works and stupid heartbreak. Two hours-the most decent sleep I got. We looked like zombies through the day and owls at night. One time, when words failed to explain how fed up I am, I CRIED. yeaaa. Childish.

The second one:

Some are taken here also, some at school. We didn't focus much in doing this project. It was a movie clip we're working on. Final project for our subject-Operating Systems and Applications. Of course I wasn't assigned to do the editing.Got no talent there. Hahaha. I had fun doing this. I didn't put all the pictures here but we have lots. Unfortunately I have no copy of the clip, but I got to watch a part of it. It was cute. Really. :)

Thank God some of my classmates were kind enough to have us in their groups. And thank God

I passed all my subjects, but sad to say some of my classmates failed. And it

In just about a month, I'll be a third year. And God knows how nervous I am for this semester. I ain't a hundred percent sure I can make it. :( But I hope I will. If I have to exert more effort then I also will.

Prototype

Eto yung pinaghirapan naming prototype para sa project namin sa Networking. :P Maganda naman diba? Wag mong sabihing hindi. Howdareyou! Hahajoke. Di ko akalaing mabubuo pa yan. Ilang beses naming ginawa yan, mga 3 na overnights yan ginawa haha nauudlot kasi lagii yung pag gawa tsaka mas nag focus kami on thedocument. Nung una poster paint dapat kasi gagamitin namin for the walls eh nahirapan kami so ayan mas effective nga naman ang felt paper. Di na namin nalagyan ng windows tsaka door, gutom na gutom na kami that time eh. Dun kasi namin tinapos sa Law bldg. sa school, pinapalayas pa kami ni kuyang janitor. Nagkakalaat daw kami. asdsdgjkd. Nagmcdo kami after matapos yan dahil di na talga kaya ng mga kumakalam naming tiyan.

Kung ikukumpara yan sa mga prototype ng ibang groups, hm. sige na nga, mas maganda na yung sa iba. And kung architecture student titingin jan sa gawa namin? OMGee, nakakahiya. Pagtatawanan lang yan.

Ang masakit lang, nung pinasa na namin nung defense, hindi naman sya ganun binigyan ng attention nung panel and nung professor namin. Grabe lang </3 buti nga di namin pinagtuunan ng pansin yan masyado eh, kundi baka naihampas ko na lang yan sa muka ng kahit sinong makasalubong ko. Kidding ^_^v