Tuesday, May 29, 2012

A Visit to Mother Mary


It has been our family’s tradition to pay our Lady of Antipolo a visit once every summer.
And this trip really was truly a blessed one. Made me feel like my soul was replenished to it’s full health.
We attended mass at the Shrine of our Lady of Peace and Good Voyage, and the homily melted my heart. The priest said Mother Mary will always lift us up for us to reach Jesus.
I always attend mass on Sundays but there always are masses like this that really touch my heart. Our next stop is the Regina RICA, or Regina Rosarii Institute for Contemplation in Asia.
I’ll show you later the picture I took. This place lifted me higher and closer to Mother Mary. On the 308 steps up to the hill we prayed the Rosary, and then one of the Dominican sisters oriented us about the place
Which I think helps a lot for visitors to be able to reflect well instead of going just for a picture and all the fun. I have learned how to “Contemplate”. You close your eyes and stop for a moment of silence, for about twenty silent minutes you shall free your mind from worrying, and thinking, and surrender yourself in peace. That way, God can enter us and help lighten our burdens. You end the contemplation with a prayer and again get back to whatever it is you are doing. I decided I’ll do this whenever I get so upset. ‘Cause you know me, and how I tend to just fall apart sometimes. I also bought two candles at Regina RICA. The pink one is dedicated for Love, and Family. And the green one for Hope to pass examinations. We can just light it there but I decided to take it home. I was thinking of lighting it when depressing times come. So somehow I’ll be able to find the light from those dark times. I believe it’ll really help me JJJ
Another thing is that Mama Mary’s number is 8. I remembered you-know-who, he’s teasing me that I should say yes to him on the eighth of June, ‘cause when it symbolizes infinity also. I kinda flushed when I heard that it was also Mama Mary’s number. It’s because her birth day falls on that number and also the number of her angels is 17, that is 1+7=8. I was thinking maybe one time we can visit Regina RICA together, and ask guidance from Mama Mary so she would guide us together. And maybe in the future, our wedding may be at the chapel here. :PP Hahahahahaha. MAYBE. Oh, let’s just ask guidance from Mama Mary so she’d keep us closer to Jesus.
And the last silly thing I did was that I counted my way down the hill and asked for a sign. Wanna know what it is? :DDD
I said if I counted my way correctly down the hill, and that the steps were really 308, it means I have Mama Mary’s blessing to say YES to you-know-who on 8. And theeeeeeen, I counted it correctly. I have Mama Mary’s blessing! Yaaaaay :”>
Thank you Mama Mary for sharing with us your sacred and enchanted place, I will always thank and love you for the motherly love you have for us. You are truly a woman’s role model. We should be more of like you. :*



Something's Wrong..


And I’m trying to figure out what that is.
Is it me?
Again?

And YOU, what’s the matter with you? Why did you let him pay for all those??? Oh please tell me why? Just because you don’t have to pay ‘cause he’s going to, doesn’t mean you can just sit there and eat, free of charge.
Just because he offers you a shirt and says it’s a birthday gift for you don’t mean you’ll just let him pay for it. What on earth were you really thinking?!! I’ve heard EGO means a lot to boys. Hey where’s yours?
I have to admit what you just did was a major turn-off. I tried with all my might just so he won’t buy the same shirt we bought. I kept insisting for the blue one not because I want it that bad, but because I want him to buy the other design.
‘Cause it’s supposed to be a couple shirt! And hey look, the three of us bought the same design with different colors. What was that?!!!! And worse, he paid for it. >.< And you just stand there smiling, and enjoying life’s worst freebies.
You’re the guy, you’re supposed to stop those things from happening ‘cause you should be thinking you or we should be the one who’ s going to buy and pay for the couple shirt, not him or anybody else.
Haven’t you thought of these things?
You should make good decisions.
Be a man, dude. >:/
But then my heart knows no turn off when it is inlove. So yea, I love you and your flaws. Always have, always will. :**

Pampangalore


We went to SM Pampanga and watched The Avengers last Monday. Never too late for us to go and watch it. I really have to say it was AWESOOOOOOME.
I enjoyed the movie except for the part where some jerks on our back kept talking loud, and I was like, what the hell?! That’ll be the most stupid thing one can do inside a movie house.
Who cares with what they’re talking about, people paid to watch a movie not for a talk show.
So it was Paul, you-know-who and I. Yea, the THREE of us. And yea again, it kinda sucks. It was Paul’s “birthday gift” to you-know-who, and I really think he has other purpose for this, and that I’m not sure of.
Maybe Paul likes him. Oh back off. He’s all mine! Or, I don’t know. Err. He kept on insisting he would treat us out, so for his third try, I just said yes and think of it as a favor to him. I know it’s very kind of him to treat us out, but didn’t it pop to his mind it’s kinda awkward to be with two lovers whom might be happier if they spend the time without him? Yknow? Like walking on sidewalks, it’s hard for the third person to fit. Maybe it would have been better if there’ll be four of us. I tried asking our other friends to come but they wouldn’t want to. Despite those I sincerely thank you Paul, for the movie, and the food, and the shirt. I appreciate your generosity, but I’d rather spend my own money in such situation. It wasn’t a friend’s job to treat a friend for a movie date. It really isn’t.

We had a fight. It’s pettish I think. But I just can’t ignore the fact that he’s trying to just let our misunderstandings pass without fixing it.
It made me cry. I’m confused If I cried over thinking I wasn’t good enough for him and he deserves someone better, or if I cried ‘cause I’m just so disappointed with how he handles our little fights.
I’m trying to be serious talking to him about how we should not hesitate to tell each other that something’s wrong. He’s trying to just be cool about it, and I didn’t like the way he does that. I mean,
There’s nothing wrong in having fights. It strengthens a relationship. Am I right?? Don’t fear that a fight can tear us apart. NO it won’t. And I hope it really won’t.
Well we talked this over. And I guess it worked out right. I hope so!!!!!!
:** Youuuu!!!<3<3

Alam mo ba?





Alam mo ba na BISCOCHO ang tawag jan?
Alam mo bang napakasarap nyan dahil malutong sya at may butter-caramel taste sya?
Alam mo bang paborito ko yan?
Alam mo bang hindi lahat  ng biscocho kasing sarap nyang gawa ng Liza's Bakeshop at di ko maipaliwanag kung bakit?
Alam mo ba na pinasaya ako nyang Biscocho na yan nung nabadtrip ako dahil napagalitan at nasigawan ng dahil sa maling pagka-scan ko sa notebook ng kapatid ko?
Alam mo ba na si Nanay(Granny, mommy’s side) ang laging nagbibigay nyan sa akin dati?
Alam mo bang namiss ko bigla si Nanay dahil jan?
At alam mo ba na lagi akong mapapasaya nyan?
Alam mo rin ba na tinago ko sa refrigerator namin yan pero pag gising ko isang piraso na lang sya?

Ngayon alam mo na. J 

Monday, May 21, 2012

http://ph.news.yahoo.com/lady-gaga-philippines-despite-rallies-174145661.html


I'm a fan of Gaga. But that doesn't mean I don't believe and love, and respect God. She's having a concert. Not a cult assembly. Just let her perform and do her thing,
Don't judge her and accuse her of blasphemy as if we're no sinners. We all are. -.-