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Looky, I made some changes on mah blog. :) And hey I made my own header. It wasn't that pretty but who cares, :P I made that for two hours I think.

I haven't been writing blog entries since the day we talked,
It turned out good. Yeaaa :) I asked him if he loved that girl, he said he don't.
Of course I didn't believe him right away but I guess I just love him so much and I still trust him, and I sort of believed in whatever he said that night. And then of course he said he loves me. I was dumbfounded. Really. I didn't expect to hear those words from him. I told him the effin truth that I really love him.

Him: Ikaw nga mahal ko,
Me: Pshhh. Di rin.
Him: Eh ako, mahal mo ba ko?
Me: ...
Him: oh, ano?
Me: Mahal Kita
Him: Sus, talaga?
Me: Mahal nga kita, Mahal nga kita, Mahal nga kita..
Him: Mahal din kita.

<3

That's it. After having krushers at KfC we had our little moment under the rain :))))
We walked carelessly across the road, ignoring the rain. He's reaching for my hand but I refused to hold his. But before I rode the jeep he got my hand and I went nuts. :PP
I know it wasn't easy but we both wanted to start again and fix the mess I made. Ugh, okay, the mess we made. And I hope things would get better soon..

(Drumrolls) Hi'ya. It's Meeeh :))

Sometimes, studying makes me feel good. :)) Reaaaally.

Lost and insecure, They found me.

Hindi ko inakalang ganun akong ka-importante sa kanila para sundan pa ko habang nag-uusap kami. At siguraduhing hindi ako uuwi ng umiiyak at mag-isa. at tawagan pa nila ko kahit may prublema rin yung isa kaya sila nag-iinuman, malaman lang kung anung nangyari at siguraduhin na okay ako.

Kung nakakataba yung pagmamahal, kahit hindi out of romance, malamang obese na ko. Sobrang ramdam ko na andyan sila para sakin, Sobrang ramdam ko na handa sila na makinig sakin. Pati yung mga taong hindi ko naman inakalang dadamay sakin sa ganitong sitwasyon, ayan sila ngayon, sinasabi pa sakin na basta kailangan ko sila, basta may prublema ako, pede akong lumapit sa kanila.

Iba pala talaga kapag kaibigan, iba talaga.
Parang naiintindihan ko nangayon kung pano nasabi ni labs na ang saya-saya ng puso nya kapag nakasakay kami sa bus ng magkakasama. Masaya pala talaga. and thank God He sent them to me. Thank God I met them.

-.-

wala nang pag-asa :((((((((((((((((
wala na talaga.
gusto ko na lang marinig mismo sa bibig nya na may mahal na syang iba para tumigil na ko.
:((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((
MAHAL NA MAHAL KITA OY!!!!
K3U!
K3D! :((((

Love isn't all about relationships,

'Cause sometimes the best love is found at home.

I thought I'd spend my whole Thursday feeling bad about my </3. First thing in the morning I was stupidly crying again. Well I'd probably should drown myself into this heartbreak so I'll soon let go of him. I tried my best not to fall apart in front of people. I don't want them to see that I'm vulnerable. I played around with my little sister and it helped to kinda ease the effin pain i feel. I dunno but my brother's surprisingly kind of sweet to me yesterday. The boy-sweetness. We wrestled and I think that's sweet. <3 He keeps on bugging me, but the kind of bugging that's irresistible. My heart felt a pinch of happiness. 'Cause somehow I know they'll be there for me whatever happens. It's good to be around the people who loves whenever you feel like no one's there to listen to you.

They absolutely have no idea about what happened to US. I wish I could, but I'm too scared of what they'll say so I better keep things in a hush.

I love my family. And I'll be literally insane if they won't be here for me.