The Underside of smiling. How did I come up with that title?
I'm a very bubbly type of gal. You'll rarely see me cry, or tell everyone the problems I'm in to.
Makulit I think is the perfect description for me. And maybe if you'll ask every single friend I have, they'll be describing me with that word. I'm the one you are most likely to see laughing at the group, and the one who'll gladly smile even to strangers.
And do you know what's the underside of smiling? It's that they presume you're always okay. That they can disregard your feelings all they want 'cause you won't be hurt anyway. There will be times when you try to say something serious and they won't find it serious. People think your life is problem-free 'cause you smile, laugh, throw jokes, most of the time. They care less 'cause they see you as someone invincible.
And worse.. when there came those times when you needed someone to hold on to, you'll just find yourself alone in dismay.
That is why I decided to have the title: The Underside of Smiling, 'cause smiles don't bring the positive side out always. It sometimes make you hide all the pain inside.
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