The Fault In Our Stars

Birthday Gift Nya<3 sakin. :""">

And this is exactly the problem with me. I take things personally like too much. I care too much. I care too much even if people don’t really give a shit about what I feel or if I care about them. That’s why it’s hard for me to see people drift away from me. Life’s harsh. Really. But we have to keep up with its harshness. Never let this things take you down.

Napagkamalan ka ni Michelle na boyfriend ko sa pila. Hayuf. Pakagulo mo kasi! HAHAHA. K.

Roses, for ME?! ORLY??

Kaya pala tinatanong kung baha ba sa kanto namin. Hayy :""""> Di ko alam. Kanina ang dami kong gustong sabihin pero eto unti-unti nang inuubos ng tuwa at kilig. Haha nababading na ko. Kinikilig na po ang lola mo. Feeling to tuloy ngayon babae talaga ko huhuhu. Kinilig kasi talaga ko sa flowers.

before anything else,

ILOVEYOUTOO D! =):***

Salamat. Kasi nag-eeffort ka ng sobra para sakin. Una akala ko biro lang talaga, kasi ganun naman talaga mga text natin minsan pag pauwi ka na diba. Nung sinabi mo namang nasa may gate ka talaga namin akala ko may dala ka lang something edible, siguro donut ganun. Ganun lagi eh diba? Pero roses? Wala talaga sa isip ko yan. :"> Di ko talaga maisip na gagawin mo yan PARA SAKIN. (Moooore! XD haha. de joke lang. Baka nextime eh masurpresa ko eh himatayin nalang ako sa kilig) Tsaka, wala namang special sa araw na to.  In fact, nag-away pa tayo kagabi. (dahil sa password ko at mga nabasa mo sa messages sa facebook account ko na ayaw mo nang mabasa kamo.) Pareho naman tayong may mali dun at feeling ko majority kasalanan ko. </3 So wala talagang dahilan para sa mga ganyang eksena. Pero kahit ganon nagpunta ka pa dito galing sa training para lang bigyan ako ng roses. :">

Salamat kasi kahit ako yung tipong pang-iwan lang talaga, naiisip mo pa ding bigyan ng roses. Kahit ako na yata yung pinaka mabagal magreply sa balat ng universe, binibigyan mo pa din ng importansya. Kahit ako lagi yung dahilan ng mga away natin mahal na mahal mo pa din talaga ko. Kahit alam kong hindi ko napaparamdam sa'yo most of the time yung love, sobra-sobra pa yung binabalik mo sakin. Di ko alam kung bakit mahal na mahal mo ko dahil kahit sa sarili ko di ko makita kung ano bang meron sakin kung bakit napagtytyagaan mo ko.

  Ngayon lang ako nakatanggap ng roses, talaga. Pwera sa rose na binigay nung bading na partner ko sa prom nung higschool. Required eh. Di naman kasi nga talaga ko yung tipo ng babaeng pag eeffortan ng sobra eh. Sayang lang effort sakin eh. Kahit ako na yata yung girlfriend na madalas pang pinasakit ulo mo kesa magpalakas ng loob mo, nanjan ka padin lagi. Ngayon ko lang yata naramdaman yung sobrang pagpapahalaga. At sa'yo ko naramdaman yun. Ramdam na ramdam ko talaga. Salamat. ♥ Kaya di ko alam kung paano ko ba ibabalik lahat sa'yo tong pagmamahal, pang unawa, napaka habang pasensya, pagpapahalaga. Salamat. ♥♥♥ Mahilig talaga ko sa surprise. Pero bihira yata yung nag eeffort para surpresahin ako. Bilang lang sa kanang kamay ko. Haha. :)(

Salamat Bebe ko. :** Mahal na mahal kita. Alam mo naman yun diba. Sorry na sa mga kalokohan ko.

Little Miss not so Optimistic

Sometimes when life just keep on showing you its horrible side, you just get tired of believing things will eventually get better.

Yea. Fucking delete the entire conversation in my inbox and in my life. Now.

The Verdict

CAUTION: The following grades aren’t pleasing in a parent’s eyes. Continue scrolling down and pretend you don’t see this post if you are my Mom or Dad. Thankyou.

Presentation Skills in I.T. - 2.5

Art Appreciation - 2.25

System Freaking Analysis and Design - 2.5

Web Devastating Development - 2.5

Damn Database Management Systems 2 - 3.0

Recreational  Games - 2.25

Ignore the italicized words also hahaha. Burst of feelings. </3

TRES. >:( for the first time in the history of my College years I got TRES. Daaaaamn! My eyes hurt upon seeing my DBMS classcard. And I know it was my fault also. Hahaha. I should’ve put more effort to that subject. As for Web devastating Development and System Freaking Analysis and Design, DAMN. I sacrificed 99.9% of my slumber just to work on their requirements. Hmm.. Recreational Games?? HAHA. Whatever. Let’s just say sports or anything related to it doesn’t work for me. 

and for these grades I thank Papa Jesus. Sorry I’m such a brat. <3

Buti pa sila slim,
Di nila pinopoblema na ang sluggish ng itsura nila kapag body-fit. Di sila nagmumukang macho-men kapag naka sleeveless. Di sila mukang nababad sa tubig ng ilang araw sa picture kapag close up...
Huhuhuuhuhu. Ako kasi, tababoy.
:(( Hayyyy.

Anong masasabi ko sa CYBERCRIME LAW?

Wag naman padalos-dalos. Pag-isipan sana mabuti yung laman nung law bago ma-implement.

Hello my dear blog

How I miss youuu! :*

Sorry na hindi ako nag uupdate sa'yo. Sa maraming kadahilanan. Siguro ayoko lang mag blog ng alam kong may tao a paligid-ligid. Baka maexpose ka kasi sa kanila. And it'll be trouble when that happens. Wahaha. No way!

I interviewed myself and here's how it went...

Kamusta ka na ba??
Eto, okay naman? Sawang-sawa na sa mga machine problems sa web dev at mga school works. Kinakabahan sa magiging grades this semester. Nananabik na sa sembreak na taon-taon namang nauuwi lang sa blogging moments at never-happened out of town sembreak trips.

Anong pinagkakaabalahan mo??
Same old routine. Gising-Almusalminsan-Klase-Uwi-Problemahinproject-Pahinga-Puyat-Gising. Boring? Not quite. Pero sana maiba naman. Yknoww. Kahit yung puyat manlang maalis haha! Lintokwa naman kasi malaki pa yata sa mata ko yung eyebags ko no. Ano pa ba? Ah! Gumawa pa ko ng isang tumblr blog. Walalungs. Themed itey. Letters unsent ang peg. So yung mga posts ko dun may Dear*insertnamehere*, love ANAGC. Haha. I'm thinking twice kung anagc gagamitin ko. Makikilala nila ko pag ganun eh. Ayun ngaaaaaa. Bastaaa!

Kaya mo pa ba ang I.T??
Shemay. Tanong ko, sagot ko din. Malala na ko. Iknoww! :P Hmm. Sa totoo lang hirap na hirap na hirap na ko. Wala talaga yata kong future sa programming T.T puutik. Pero gusto ko ng web development, sana lang gusto nya rin ako no. <//3 Isang makaubos tulog na year na lang ggraduate na ko. Kakayanin ko na to. Huhuhuuh. Fuuuuu!

Kamusta groupings this sem??
May isang napakagaling sa web development na bumuhay sa grupo. May leader turned to cosplayer. May dedma-to-death sa mga nangyayari at nahihimbing sa tulog. May prinsesa ang peg. At may word processor. May tamad na napilitang sipagin dahil malulugmok ang grupo sa kawalan kung di kikilos. Ehem. Alam na. Trahedya.

Kamusta na kayo ni D??
Eto mahal na mahal ko pa din, hihihi. (Shet lakas tama) :">

Eh si..
SINO?! Tigilan. Next question please.

Namimiss ko na si daddy?
OO. Bigla ko talaga syang namiss nung nasa jeep ako once. Gara. :'( Namiss ko mga jokes ni daddy sa bahay. Mas pa-cool effect kasi yun kesa kay mommy eh. Tsaka simula nung nasa Qatar na si daddy bihira na lang din kami gumala buong family. Sya mahilig sa ganun eh. Wala nadin magddrive. Hayyy. T.T Deeeh!!

What is the square root of 141?
12. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA.

Fit ka na ba?
Matagal na! Hahahalol. No. :/ Tababoy po ako. Sobra. Hay!

Sino ibo-boto mong Mayor sa eleksyon?
Yung hindi nagpapagawa ng daan na wala namang sira. Pakshet. XD joke. Di pa ko pwede bumoto. Under age pa ko.

May balak ka pa bang matulog?
OO NAMAN! Tingin mo sakin? Bampira? Duhhh. Sige. Lubayan mo na yang kalokohan mo at matulog ka na. Wag mong kalimutan ilagay sa flashdrive yung ipapa-print mo for photography ha. Gorabels. Snooze up! Bonne nuit! Pray!

Umi-infinity ang lola mo. <3 Haha. Naka pamewang pa, nakakangawit po kasi.

Dear Papa Jesus,

Sorry po minsan di na ko nakaka pag pray ng maayos. Dala ng antok, minsan dahil 4:30am na ng umaga kami nakakatulog pikit na lang agad. Sorry po ha? Napakarami ko pong maipagpapasalamat, salamat dahil masasabi ko pong hindi nyo po talaga ko pinapabayaan. Kahit ganito ko, I still feel your grace and blessings, though I know I don't deserve any of it. Kayo na pong bahala sakin, samin. Sana po maipasa namin mga subjects namin this semester, :/ Kayo na po bahala. Salamat po talaga, <3 IloveYou po!

LOTS of love,
ANAGC

Web Devastation

Sample screenshots ng layout ko for Machine Problem no.1 in Web Development. Hayyyy. Dugo't pawis ko yan </3 Di man siguro maganda sa paningin ng iba, pero sakin okay na yan. Di ko maipaliwanag yung pagod na naexperience namin dahil sa pag gawa ng social networking site. T..T individual pa, grabehaaaan. Sana lang wag naman akong bumagsak, may iba pa kaming subjects na dapat intindihin. :((( dahil jan di tuloy kami maka pag divide ng oras mabuti. Ubos tulog, pasensya, laway, pera, ano pa?? Hmm. Nag eenjoy naman na sana ko sa web develeopment kaso napaka hirap talaga eh </3 may naiinitndihan ako pero di ko magawa ng ako lang. Ba't ganun? T.T Bakeeet??

So much for today, Goodnoight munchkins, Goodnight D, ILY :**

RANT

Ang childish ba kung sabihin  kong I'm close to crying nung pinanood ko yung mga uploaded videos ng mga nanood ng Overexposed concert ng Maroon 5 sa Araneta? :((((((((((( Grabe. Gustong gustong gustong gustong gustong gustong gustong gusto ko talagang manood nun pero dahil nga sa may klase ako ng gabi di ako umabsent at di na din nanood. :(((((( Grabe naman. Kung sa videos pa lang nung concert goosebumps na talaga pag naririnig ko tugtog nila, what more kung live diba? :(((((((((( Sana naman isang araw ako na din yung mag uupload ng video ng concert nila. HAYY. Sana talaga :((( Nakakalungkot. Sana pagbigyan ako ni Papa Jesus na ma-meet ko sila one day. :(((((((( Sana talaga. Napakasaya ko ng sobra kung ganun. Waaaaaaaaaaaaaah :(((( Tothemax talaga yung lungkooooooot pati panghihinayang ko. :((((((((((((((((((((((( si Adam Levine, Si James Valentine, Si PJ Morton, Mickey Madden, Matt Flynn Ugh, awesome people T.T

On dreams and procrastinating

I know I should be working on my article about Procrastination which what exactly  I am doing right now but I might forgot what I dreamt about last night, lets keep it short and sweet.
Of course I can't recall all the details but here's what happened in my dream,

There's a bus and I'm with D. Suddenly R is picking up a fight. Furiously saying "Ano, suntukan na lang oh!" something like that. He's so mad and D is trying to be calm. I hugged him to keep him from fighting back and it's uber effective. I try to stop R. Another scene I remember is I'm with Mariabee and some college friends whose faces aren't that clear are going to a bar R's there again. We kept saying it's okay 'cause anyway it's Friday. Also we're saying TGIF. I saw my aunt and asked permission from her and also said it's okay 'cause its Friday anyway.

Why did R appeared in my dream?? Haha. Is he thinking of me? Is he missing me?? and OMG I'll do the same thing if it happens in reality. Depending on the situation of course. Two guys picking up a fight just because of ME? Hell no, ganda ko naman teh? Hahaha. Is my dream trying to tell me something? Or I am just completely thinking absurd? Probably. LOL. Mariabee's with me on a bar, well someday we will. Haha, Imma have some rockin' party night outs with Mariabee and Marta in the future. The best part of the dream is when I hugged D. Oh how I miss you beb!!

K. Noight. Smooches! Will tell you if I dreamt of some bizzare stuffs again. :*

GUESS WHAT?

I'm officially the Junior Managing Editor for Finance of CURSOR.
from being a newscaster to writer then now to higher position. But then, we know with great power comes great responsibility. Being a member of the editorial board also has consequences, which having to attend a meeting at six to eight in the evening and automatically given extra work for the publication. I have four articles waiting to be extracted out of my mind!!!! Ugh. I've been trying to at least start one but it's just so hard to squeeze out ideas for the articles. So please wish me luck!!! May God be with me through all these stuffs.

Infinite Bliss

And now I'm speechless, over the edge I'm just breathless. I never thought that I'd catch this love bug again ❤❤❤❤ :"))))))
Nevermind the lyrics K?! LOL.  The point is...
EHRMYGERD, I LOVE MY BEB.
and! I Thank him for making me feel extra-special. :**** for never making me feel alone, for always being there for me. For all those long hours of waiting. You're the sweetest!! :))
Thank God I have you.

Oooh. I've been undeniably unproductive this weekend. >.< What just happened?!
You better get moving. Ugh. Web development, why such a pain in my my no-fat ass!! Deymittt. I have no idea with the homework given to us. :(((((<//3

I'll catch your dreams

If I’d be something else in this world I wish to be a dreamcatcher. So you’ll put me near you and I’ll gaze upon you through the night. I’ll keep your bad dreams away, letting you sleep sweet and sound. You’ll have faith in what I do and in this way, you’ll choose to keep me forever.❤

SIMULA NANG NAUSO ANG SALITANG WEB DEVELOPMENT, NALAOS NA ANG SALITANG TULOG.

OHFLEAAAAZ!

Hayy, sana manalo ko ng Maroon 5 Meet and Greet pass sa Promo ng MYX :////
Fleaaaaaaaaaaz. T....T I want to meet them so bad. Sana lang. Pero di ako aasa. Ngayon lang ako sumali sa
ganitong promo. Umayon sana sakin ang beginners luck!
Kahit alam kong weak yung sagot ko against other fans. <///3
Kung di man ako manalo ng meet and greet pass sana worthy yung manalo ng ticket!


Q: WHY ARE YOU THE BIGGEST MAROON 5 FAN IN THE PHILIPPINES?

I answered:
I believe I am Maroon 5's biggest fan here in the Philippines 'cause even when I close my eyes I hear them playing and Adam singing!
OMG. From Songs about Jane up to Overexposed album, I'm updated with their songs.
My heart was shattered after knowing Overexposed concert tickets were sold out. Having the opportunity to meet them is a dream come true for me!:)))

Yogi-My Furry Baby

Just look how adorable my furrbaby sleeping with his favorite toy, Hugo. :">

He sleeps like most of the whole day this week. I kinda worried 'cause I thought he got sick 'cause he doesn't  have a good appetite. But turns out he's just making the most out of the cold-cozy weather! And speaking of the weather, classes are suspended 'til Saturday and Omegeez. This isn't good! We'll be so loaded with school works. -.-"

Genesis 8: 7-12

Apparently it has been raining so hard in the Philippines particularly in Luzon. Large part of Manila was affected and flooded because of the non-stop rain. Families were deeply affected, poor children soaked in the  rain. We are lucky enough to be safe and warm here in our house. It happened to be August 7, 2012 or 8-7-12. Maybe its all just a coincidence but it's good to see this Bible passage running through pages on social networking sites, giving hope to the Filipino people. I do believe Papa Jesus has a reason for all of this, and I am certain He won't let his people down. His graceful Hands will lift the Filipino people up  from this disastrous day. I know and I trust Him. 

Please keep us warm Papa Jesus. Warm against the stinging cold, safe from the gushing flood which we ourselves made. Embrace us with Your love so we'll be away from danger. Give us wisdom so we'll understand why all these happened and not blame it to anyone but ourselves.

Amen. 

Fact: Mahilig ako sa Surprises.

Mahilig ako sa surprises. Ang saya kasi non diba? Parang kapag surprise kasi talagang pinaghandaan. Di ka naman magsusurpresa ng taong wala namang halaga sa'yo, o dahil trip mo lang. Nakakatuwa kapag may sinusurprise ako kasi mas mararamdaman nila yung effort mo. Mahilig ako mang surprise lalo na dati, sa mommy at daddy ko. Father's at mother's day, birthday, Valentines, Christmas, mga simpleng did-it-myself card sa table pagkagising nila sa umaga, minsan fun size cakes, flowers kay mommy kapag valentines. Mga ganun lang naman, Para sakin kasi minsan lang naman yung mga ganung occassion kaya better yet make them feel they're extra special.

Para sakin iba talaga pag surprise eh. Nakakatuwa yung mga mukha nila kapag nakikita yung effort mo para sa pag ssurprise, iba yung impact kesa dun sa alam mo na. Diba? Mas mapaparamdam mong special yung tao kapag surpresa. Kaya mahilig ako sa surpresa. Kahit sa surprize quiz. Dun ko din kasi narerealize na Shiiiiit, wala ba kong natutunan? LOL. :P Pero kahit mahilig ako mang surprise, wala pa yatang kahit once na may nang surprise sakin? Hahaha. Wala di ko maalala kung meron nga? Walang hilig sakin ang surpresa. Hindi lang siguro talaga ko ganung ka-valuable sa mga tao para ipag surpresa pa ko. Kawawang bata. Haha.

Dati ko pa gustong bumili nung malaking teddy bear na sabi ko itatabi ko lagi sa pag tulog. Yung malaki talaga ha mga 4feet tall. Ang foreveralone ko namann nun ngayon ko lang narealize. Haha, regaluhan ng teddybear ang sarili. Sana sa 18th birthday ko kahit wala namang party may mag regalo sakin nun. (mommy?:P) Hahaha. Kahit kanino galing. Matutuwa talaga ko pag ganun. Kaya nananawagan po ako sa developers ng www.blogger.com since nagregister tong post ko sa databse nyo eh alam nyo na yung wish ko hahalol XD satin satin lang. 18th birthday naman e. Haha ano bang special pag eighteen na?? Pwede ka nang makulong ganun? Hahaa. Ayun, basta kahit walang makaisip na mang surprise sakin for anything eh ito pa din yung way ko para maparamdam sa mga taong special sila para sakin. 

Pero mababaw lang talaga ko, I just love surprises. Even the utmost, itsy-bitsiest effort excerted.

THIS IS NOT A LOVE STORY

Am I the last one to see the movie 500 DAYS OF SUMMER?? -.-"
Well I can say it's a great film. <3 You should really know IT ISN'T A LOVE STORY. But it shows what love can do to someone. It will either MAKE or BREAK you, show the BEST and WORST of people. How love can make you shout penis on a sunny day at the park. Hahahaha.

I love how Tom smiles, :"> You know. That quick flash of smile. He's that type of guy whom you rarely see smiling. But when he does, ooh. You'll just find yourself falling head over heels for him.
Hated the part when Summer said they were JUST FRIENDS, after all those that happened between Tom and her. </3 but at least Tom learned his lesson well. and uhm Tom, hey I just met you. And this is crazy, my name's Spring. So call me maybe? HAHACORNYYY. :PP

Nakita nya tong blog
:(
Nasaktan sya kasi nakita nya yung blog post ko tungkol kay.
I'm sure may ilang posts pa dito na nasaktan sya :(((((((((((((
di ko naman talaga pinagsisisihang bnlog ko yun,
pero alam ko kasing iba iisipin nung makakabasa nito.
Ang over acting ko kasi :(
Letse naman.
Monthsary namin ngayon. And yeah I actually ruined it. :((
Binago ko na yung url para sana di na nya makita,
Inisip ko kung idedelete ko na tong blog ko pero ayoko kasi eto yung private space ko eh.
Hay. Mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal kaya kita D. :(
Sabi ko di ko na hahayaang masaktan ka nanaman dahil sakin.
Pucha.
:(((
Di ko alam gagawin ko di ko alam kung pano kita lalapitan kakausapin pano ba ko ngingiti sa harap mo pano ba gagawin ko :(((

GANID

*Eto yung pinass kong essay. Required kasi. Maho-hold daw clearance kapag di nagpass. Kaya ayan. Bahala na. Horror yung theme. Di ako convinced sa gawa kong yan. HAHAHA. Pinublish ko nalang din anyway. Di rin na proofread yan. :PP*

Ang nakakatakot dito ay hindi yung mga lumilipad na paniking biglang nagiging baboy na may sungay sa ilong at may tengang pakpak, o kaya yung tikbalang na tumatahol habang gumagapang. Mas nakakatakot pa sa nanay mo kapag umuuwi ka nang madaling araw ng walang paalam,(WAAAAH!! Juskupo!!) Oo, mas nakakatakot pa sa kanya at sa girlfriend mo twing tatanungin ka nya kung may ibang babae ka ba.(pramis ikaw lang cross my heart echos lang) Suspense talaga. Dahil ang nakakatakot, nakakakilabot at nakakatindig-balahibong tinutukoy ko rito ay walang iba kundi, ang SARILI MO.

Sabihin mo: Aysus! Ako?? Anong nakakatakot sakin?Corny mo ha.

                Nadismaya ka ba? Ano nga ba naman ang nakakatakot sa sarili mo, eh twing titingin ka nga sa salamin feeling mo ikaw na ang pinaka magandang nilalang sa mundo at feeling mo may pang walong araw na sinabi ng dyos na let there be perfection at bigla ka na lang lumitaw sa kung saan. Ano nga bang nakakatakot sa’yo eh sabi sa’yo ng seatmate mong binigyan mo ng papel eh ang bait-bait mo raw. Paano ko ba nasabing nakakatakot ang sarili natin? Nababaliw na ba ako?

Noong tayo’y mga munting bata pa tinuruan tayo ng ating mga magulang na matutong magbigay sa kapwa, kahit gaanong kaliit pa ito, ang mahalaga’y naibahagi mo kung ano ang mayroon ka. Daglian naman tayong susunod at bibigyan ng kendi ang kalaro natin. Kasi idol natin si nanay at tatay kaya kung anu man ang sabihin nila sa atin ay di tayo mag aatubiling gayahin. Ngunit habang tayo ay lumalaki, maraming iba’t ibang klaseng tao tayong nakakasalamuha at maraming bagay ang nakakaapekto sa ating mga paniniwala at pananaw sa buhay. Dati’y takot na takot tayo sa dilim, takot tayo na baka may duguang kamay sa ilalim ng kama na hahatak sa paa natin kapag wala tayo sa ilalim ng mahiwagang kumot o sa tabi ni super nanay. Pakiramdam natin mayroong mga pulang mata sa bintana na nagmamasid sa bawat galaw natin. Na pramis kros yor hart may naririnig ka talagang yabag ng mga paa sa bubong sa kalalaliman ng gabi. Maraming magbabago at ang dating maliit nating mundo ay lalawak. Malalaman nating wala naman talagang halimaw sa ilalim ng kama at si muning lang pala yung naglalakad sa bubong, kasama nya yung mga dabarkads nya may party sila. Hindi na rin natin kaylangan tumabi kay super nanay, nagkukumot na lang tayo para hindi dumugin ng lamok. Maiisip nating marahil dala ng pagkabata ang maraming kakila-kilabot na bagay na ito at pawing likha lamang ng ating malilikot na imahinasyon. Ngayon hindi na natin hinahanap yung mga nakakatakot na mga nilalang na iyon, madalas pa nga tinatakot na lang rin natin ang mga sarili natin. Gumagawa na nga lang ng ikakatakot kumbaga. Marami nang nagbago. Gusto na natin ang dilim dahil…hmm…(o wag mag-isip ng kung ano) dahil dito pakiramdam natin payapa tayo. Mas masarap din mag.. emote sa dilim. Yung turo din ni nanay at tatay kinalimutan na rin natin dahil hello ang hirap ng buhay tapos mamimigay ka pa. Kanya-kanya na tayo no! Wala nang libre sa mundo! Wala akong pakielam sainyo. Kanya-kanyang buhay tayo. Lumayo ka sakin beggar wala akong pera pero may pang nood ako ng sine, eh kasi crush ko yung bida. Hindi kita crush kaya shoo!

Dahil na rin sa rami ng mga pagbabago hindi na rin natin nagkukubli na pala sa ating loob ang nakakakakilabot na halimaw ng kasakiman at pagiging makasarili. Ito’y dahil ikukubli nito ang kanyang sarili sa pamamagitan ng mga magagandang bagay na hindi mo aakalaing instrumento na pala upang ika’y alipinin nito. Maraming tao ang hindi pinapansin ang halimaw at hinahayaan pa itong mamuno sa kanilang buhay. Simulan na natin kay klasmeyt na dahil sarili lamangang iniisip, hahayaan nya na lang ang mga ka-grupo na halos magmuka nang zombie sa puyat at mabaliw sa paggawa ng prajek habang sya pa petiks petiks ka lang sa bahay at biglang susulpot na lang sa araw ng presentation. Ayus! Lusot! Isunod na rin natin ang mga pupungas pungas na tanghali na bumangon tapos ang lakas ng loob na sumingit sa pila samantalang ikaw alas kwatro pa lang paalis na ng bahay, inabutan pa ng cut-off. Badtrip! Nagkalat sila at talagang nakakatindig-balahibo. Nandiyan rin ang mga tambay sa kantong walang ibang inisip kundi ang bisyo. Hanggang sa apat na sulok ng kwartong may halimaw na sweldo lamang ang pinaka-aabangan. May mga mataas din ang antas ng pamumuhay. At dahil sa halimaw ng kasakiman ay natutulak silang pagpapayaman na lamang ang atupagin sa buhay. Magwawaldas na lamang rin sila ng datung kaysa ibahagi at itulong sa mas nangagailangan. Oorder ng monster meal tapos magtitira ng marami kasi sobrang nakakabusog daw. (edi sana yung regular meal nalang inorder mo no) Magtataka ka rin kung bakit kung kaylang tag-ulan tsaka may project si kap na gawin yung mga daang hindi pa naman kailangang ayusin. May mga natalo na ng halimaw at naitulak na para gawan ng masama ang kapwa. Nagnakaw, at ang pinakamalala’y kumitil ng buhay para sa sariling pangangailangan.

  Bakit nga ba? Bakit nga ba tayo natutuksong gumawa ng mga bagay na sarili lamang natin ang makikinabang. Hindi ba natin naisip na marahil may epekto rin ito sa ating sarili? Hindi ka ba natatakot na malauna’y sinisira ka na pala ng halimaw ng kasakiman ng lingid sa iyong kaalaman? Masaya ka ba sa tinatamasa mo kung alam mong bunga ito ng iyong pagiging makasarili? Mamulat ka at tumingin sa iyong paligid. Baka nakasalubong mo na ang mga elemento ng kasakiman, o di kaya’y nasa loob mo na rin ito at sinusubukan kang kontrolin. H’wag mong maliitin ang kayang gawin nito dahil hindi man ito ang tipikal na nakakatakot na nilalang, nakakatakot at hindi mo nanaisin ang kaya nitong gawin sa iyo at sa ibang mga  tao. Kumilos ka na, dahil wala nang iba pang makatatalo rito kundi ang sarili mo lamang din. Kumilos ka na, bago ka pa tuluyan nitong dalhin sa kadiliman.

Walalang. Iloveyou D. :*
Goodnight,
tapos na sa essay.

RANT!

WAAAAAAH :(((

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PAPAJESUS!

DI NANAMAN PO AKO MAKAKANOOD NG CONCERT NG MAROON 5 :((

AYOKO TALAGA MAG SKIP NG CLASS.

:((((

SAYANG NANAMAN UPPERBOX A/B TICKET NA SAGOT NI DADDY.

SUCKS

:((((((((

BA'TBAGANOOON?!

Eh kasi pinayagan na kong manood ng concert nyo pero hindi ako pwedeng mag skip ng class. Ayoko :( Hindi talaga. Major subject yun :(( System Analysis and Design yon. WhuttheFork. And from Bulacan I can’t make it to the big dome in an hour or less. Adam, ano. Di na ba tayo magkikita talaga? </3 Ganto na lang tayo? Long Distance Relationship?

(HAHAHA AMBISYOSA. SORRY. >:P)

Nadedepress ako! XD:(

WEB DEVELOPMENT ACTIVITY NO.1 Check!!

After our professor discussed HTML for less than an hour and CSS for one meeting, there. She asked us to do that for our homework. WebDev’s an interesting part of I.T. but well, what we did there was “basic” like what our professor said so I know this will be hard for me. Hahahaha!

Some of my classmates said we’ll do that tomorrow for 15mins. as an activity,

And then I went like..

How to love a woman.

“You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She’s not perfect - you aren’t either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don’t hurt her, don’t change her, don’t analyze and don’t expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she’s not there.” 

-Bob Marley 

Good Morning ^^.

MUESLIRIFFICLY GUILT FREE BREAKFAST!

So far, muesli has been my favorite breakfast. It's a mixture of oats, nuts, fruits, wheat flakes.

Add some yogurt and milk. Ooooooh. A great way to start the day. :DD

original source: tumblr

And in that moment, I swear we're infinite

And then I found you. :)))) And now I don't care if someone better's out there.

I'm just so happy. Thank God. Thank you. <3

I said YES.

:))

After a year and several months?

I thought love will screw us up.

But look at us,

see how happy we've become.

How am I going to put my feelings into words? It's blissful. Oh, possibly more than bliss. :)))

I asked if he can possibly go and spend a day with me in our house. He wasn't sure at first 'cause his brother asked him to buy something at a mall. He asked if I can come with him, but as much as I wanted to, my mom won't let me. So, he still went and spent the day with me. And to quote him "May mas importante akong kaylangang puntahan" unquote. Oh you! :"> and there again, that askjdkjbfkjBFUEIW feeling the moment I saw him. :"> He came with a Goldilocks bitbit. (Plus points to mom. Hahaha.) We ate lunch together. And just seeing him sit there looking at me made me feel in a sense, complete. Like if it's a scene in a movie I would play it over and over again. Like I can always see us like that and never be less than happy. Like we can always talk and eat and giggle and eat and talk and never tire from seeing the same scene all over again. Took crazzy photos using my laptop then watched The Smurfs, and oh. I'm smurfically insmurf with those smurfs. Haha. There again, he sat beside me, my hands on his. And I can say it's Amor Deliria Nervosa. (from Delirium, by Lauren Oliver) <3  :)))) After, we took pictures again. Haha. I loved the way we're not trying to look cute on the cam, rather goofy. XDD Mom came, short conversation. He even had a chat with my cousin which indeed gave him plus points to me, and mom. I can also see my bebe yogi likes him. Haha. :P his tail's waggling when he came near.

He doesn't have an idea I'm going to say yes to him that day.

It went like this:

Me: Oy, tayo ba?*smiling*

Him: Ewan, hindi diba*smilingtoo*(psh! that smile!:">)

Me: Talaga? hindi ba?*stillsmiling*

Him: Girlfriend kita eh*:)*

Me: *flushed*

Me: Weh?*:)*

Him: Ewan hahaha.

Me: Gusto mo ba?*:)*

Him: Syempre*:)))*

        Tayo ba??*:))))*

Me: ...nodded...*:)))))))))))))))))*

Him: TALAGA? *:))))))))))))))))*

        Tara nga dito, di nga?*:))))))))))))))*

Me: Ayaw mo ba, de wag na pala*kidding:)*

Him: Tayo na? YEEEEEEEEEESS!!!!*:))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))*

Me: *:))))))))))))))))))))*

And then he's like jumping all the way. Hahaha.

 My tita's friends are coming at six pm so he went off a quarter to six.

Hey. Iloveyou :*so much!!!! :))))))) 

Thanks for making me feel loved. For making me feel so special.

Be patient with me okay? I'll love you. Always!
:))) Just wait til mom and dad knows you're not my suitor anymore but now my boy.<3
Ofcourse soon I'll let them know we're together 'cause I don't want to hide things from them.
There's no point in doing that. :))

Iloveyouto∞:)))))))))))))

A Visit to Mother Mary

It has been our family’s tradition to pay our Lady of Antipolo a visit once every summer.

And this trip really was truly a blessed one. Made me feel like my soul was replenished to it’s full health.

We attended mass at the Shrine of our Lady of Peace and Good Voyage, and the homily melted my heart. The priest said Mother Mary will always lift us up for us to reach Jesus.

I always attend mass on Sundays but there always are masses like this that really touch my heart. Our next stop is the Regina RICA, or Regina Rosarii Institute for Contemplation in Asia.

I’ll show you later the picture I took. This place lifted me higher and closer to Mother Mary. On the 308 steps up to the hill we prayed the Rosary, and then one of the Dominican sisters oriented us about the place

Which I think helps a lot for visitors to be able to reflect well instead of going just for a picture and all the fun. I have learned how to “Contemplate”. You close your eyes and stop for a moment of silence, for about twenty silent minutes you shall free your mind from worrying, and thinking, and surrender yourself in peace. That way, God can enter us and help lighten our burdens. You end the contemplation with a prayer and again get back to whatever it is you are doing. I decided I’ll do this whenever I get so upset. ‘Cause you know me, and how I tend to just fall apart sometimes. I also bought two candles at Regina RICA. The pink one is dedicated for Love, and Family. And the green one for Hope to pass examinations. We can just light it there but I decided to take it home. I was thinking of lighting it when depressing times come. So somehow I’ll be able to find the light from those dark times. I believe it’ll really help me JJJ

Another thing is that Mama Mary’s number is 8. I remembered you-know-who, he’s teasing me that I should say yes to him on the eighth of June, ‘cause when it symbolizes infinity also. I kinda flushed when I heard that it was also Mama Mary’s number. It’s because her birth day falls on that number and also the number of her angels is 17, that is 1+7=8. I was thinking maybe one time we can visit Regina RICA together, and ask guidance from Mama Mary so she would guide us together. And maybe in the future, our wedding may be at the chapel here. :PP Hahahahahaha. MAYBE. Oh, let’s just ask guidance from Mama Mary so she’d keep us closer to Jesus.

And the last silly thing I did was that I counted my way down the hill and asked for a sign. Wanna know what it is? :DDD

I said if I counted my way correctly down the hill, and that the steps were really 308, it means I have Mama Mary’s blessing to say YES to you-know-who on 8. And theeeeeeen, I counted it correctly. I have Mama Mary’s blessing! Yaaaaay :”>

Thank you Mama Mary for sharing with us your sacred and enchanted place, I will always thank and love you for the motherly love you have for us. You are truly a woman’s role model. We should be more of like you. :*

Something's Wrong..

And I’m trying to figure out what that is.

Is it me?

Again?

And YOU, what’s the matter with you? Why did you let him pay for all those??? Oh please tell me why? Just because you don’t have to pay ‘cause he’s going to, doesn’t mean you can just sit there and eat, free of charge.

Just because he offers you a shirt and says it’s a birthday gift for you don’t mean you’ll just let him pay for it. What on earth were you really thinking?!! I’ve heard EGO means a lot to boys. Hey where’s yours?

I have to admit what you just did was a major turn-off. I tried with all my might just so he won’t buy the same shirt we bought. I kept insisting for the blue one not because I want it that bad, but because I want him to buy the other design.

‘Cause it’s supposed to be a couple shirt! And hey look, the three of us bought the same design with different colors. What was that?!!!! And worse, he paid for it. >.< And you just stand there smiling, and enjoying life’s worst freebies.

You’re the guy, you’re supposed to stop those things from happening ‘cause you should be thinking you or we should be the one who’ s going to buy and pay for the couple shirt, not him or anybody else.

Haven’t you thought of these things?

You should make good decisions.

Be a man, dude. >:/

But then my heart knows no turn off when it is inlove. So yea, I love you and your flaws. Always have, always will. :**

Pampangalore

We went to SM Pampanga and watched The Avengers last Monday. Never too late for us to go and watch it. I really have to say it was AWESOOOOOOME.

I enjoyed the movie except for the part where some jerks on our back kept talking loud, and I was like, what the hell?! That’ll be the most stupid thing one can do inside a movie house.

Who cares with what they’re talking about, people paid to watch a movie not for a talk show.

So it was Paul, you-know-who and I. Yea, the THREE of us. And yea again, it kinda sucks. It was Paul’s “birthday gift” to you-know-who, and I really think he has other purpose for this, and that I’m not sure of.

Maybe Paul likes him. Oh back off. He’s all mine! Or, I don’t know. Err. He kept on insisting he would treat us out, so for his third try, I just said yes and think of it as a favor to him. I know it’s very kind of him to treat us out, but didn’t it pop to his mind it’s kinda awkward to be with two lovers whom might be happier if they spend the time without him? Yknow? Like walking on sidewalks, it’s hard for the third person to fit. Maybe it would have been better if there’ll be four of us. I tried asking our other friends to come but they wouldn’t want to. Despite those I sincerely thank you Paul, for the movie, and the food, and the shirt. I appreciate your generosity, but I’d rather spend my own money in such situation. It wasn’t a friend’s job to treat a friend for a movie date. It really isn’t.

We had a fight. It’s pettish I think. But I just can’t ignore the fact that he’s trying to just let our misunderstandings pass without fixing it.

It made me cry. I’m confused If I cried over thinking I wasn’t good enough for him and he deserves someone better, or if I cried ‘cause I’m just so disappointed with how he handles our little fights.

I’m trying to be serious talking to him about how we should not hesitate to tell each other that something’s wrong. He’s trying to just be cool about it, and I didn’t like the way he does that. I mean,

There’s nothing wrong in having fights. It strengthens a relationship. Am I right?? Don’t fear that a fight can tear us apart. NO it won’t. And I hope it really won’t.

Well we talked this over. And I guess it worked out right. I hope so!!!!!!

:** Youuuu!!!<3<3

Alam mo ba?

Alam mo ba na BISCOCHO ang tawag jan?
Alam mo bang napakasarap nyan dahil malutong sya at may butter-caramel taste sya?
Alam mo bang paborito ko yan?
Alam mo bang hindi lahat  ng biscocho kasing sarap nyang gawa ng Liza's Bakeshop at di ko maipaliwanag kung bakit?
Alam mo ba na pinasaya ako nyang Biscocho na yan nung nabadtrip ako dahil napagalitan at nasigawan ng dahil sa maling pagka-scan ko sa notebook ng kapatid ko?

Alam mo ba na si Nanay(Granny, mommy’s side) ang laging nagbibigay nyan sa akin dati?

Alam mo bang namiss ko bigla si Nanay dahil jan?

At alam mo ba na lagi akong mapapasaya nyan?

Alam mo rin ba na tinago ko sa refrigerator namin yan pero pag gising ko isang piraso na lang sya?

Ngayon alam mo na. J 

http://ph.news.yahoo.com/lady-gaga-philippines-despite-rallies-174145661.html


I'm a fan of Gaga. But that doesn't mean I don't believe and love, and respect God. She's having a concert. Not a cult assembly. Just let her perform and do her thing,
Don't judge her and accuse her of blasphemy as if we're no sinners. We all are. -.-

YOU + ME = ∞

BEBEYOGI

Meet YOGI,

My cuddly furrbabyyyyyyyy :)

He's a Shih Tzu. He loves chasing the cats around, also his toy ball.

You can see I'm trying hard to be as cute as he is by imitating his ponytail.

Sadly I ain't as cute as he is.

050712

HE KISSED ME.
ON MY FOREHEAD.
OMG.
FIRST KISS!
:))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
:">
You should have seen my face. Hahaha.
He went over to spend the day with me, we did nothing but talk,
and play around, and I'm contented with that. No,
I'm more than contented with that,
The moment I saw him walking towards me I was just adasfWVFRASNVRKnvkjsbckj!!
If he'll always be the one knocking on our gate then I'll be more than glad to open it!!!
I'll live on our gate and guard it. LOL. Overrated? XD Hmm, INLOVE!
ILOVEYOU! YOU KNOW THAT!
:)))))))

WHY DO I FEEL LIKE I DON’T DESERVE TO BE LOVED?

MAYBE I’M JUST USED TO BEING LEFT,

BEING IGNORED,

THE ONE WHO’S ALWAYS REPLACED,

SOMEONE BEING COMPARED TO,

SHOULD I BLAME MYSELF FOR FEELING LIKE THIS?

Oh, the face.

There's no lion, I am the witch, and the wardrobe is a mess

Stupid blog post title. Somebody please teach me how to do it properly, attractively, not how to dougie. I’m a terrible dancer. Ok. Screw this.

They could’ve been happier, they looked good together (though we looked better together haha. Damn) they could’ve got a “lovers-of-the-year” award…

I don’t understand why I keep feeling this way. What feeling? I felt like a horrible ass that I meddled to their love affair. Like I’m the antagonist in their love story, only I got to have the prince which antagonists in stories don’t. It’s like prince charming chose Cinderella’s step sister over her. Impossible right? But I felt like I’m Cinderella’s stepsister and I stole her prince charming. I admit I neglected him, and dumped him, and screwed his heart before that’s why he fell into her loving arms. Then I went crashing back to him, blurted out those three words surprisingly he’s waiting to hear. And marked the end of their love story. With their conversations I see everything’s where it’s supposed to be. They’re happy. He’s got to climb over the walls and into her heart. Good job, prince charming. But then the odds were rude to their love affair, and it’s in my favor. Now we’re together, he got her out of the picture. I’m happy he’s mine again, she’s sad he backslided her. My friends exultant in our reunion, her friends furious of him for breaking her chaste heart. Maybe even with me, for stealing him from her. Did I? Stole him?? I thought he’s mine from the beginning. I’m sorry. I honestly am.

To the girl whose heart was wounded because of my recklessness,

I love him. I really do. And you know sometimes when you loved someone so much you do ridiculous things.

So I’m ridiculous. And sorry I’m ridiculous enough to let him fall for you, and leave you. Sorry if you’re into this mess too.It wasn’t my intention to ruin what was between you and him. Besides, I was ready to let him go ‘cause I see he’s happy with you.

I know how it feels, being hurt. I’ve been. And it sucks right? You lure yourself to chocolates and comedies then at the end of the day he still creeps into your deserted heart. In case you think I’m a bitch, I’m sorry I wasn’t. But if you think I am, go on. Like you I’m a girl. I just don’t look like one. And I understand if you and your friends would roll your eyes on me. I would do the same either. But please know I am sorry if you’re feeling that way right now. Feel free to blame me.

I thank you for being there for him when I neglected him, I see you’re nice. That’s why he liked you. You’re pretty, yes you are. And I know you’re a guy’s ideal girl. Do not fear, for one day you’ll meet that someone who’ll sweep you off your feet. Someone who will prove to you that not all boys are nuts, and someone who will treat you right.

Wish you knew how sorry I am. I know life’s unfair. It really is.

ANAGC.

Draco Dormiens Nunquam Titillandus

(Draco Dormiens Nunquam Titillandus-from Harry Potter. Hogwarts’ School of Witchcraft and Wizardry Motto.)

I can’t think of any title that would suit this blog post, I don’t even know where to start. I wasn’t sure with what I’m doing. I just felt like I should blog about how I woke up today wanting to sleep again. Maybe I started my morning all wrong. I woke up with my furious mom. Asking me to do this, and do that. It’s not that I’m complaining, but I just hate waking up and being asked to do something right away. I’m used to waking up late. Hehee. So I swept the floor, changed the covers of our bed, checked if everything’s neat. I’m in charge of making sure the house is all set for the guests. Now I got you wondering. Yes, our house is for lease. Dad’s idea. We weren’t staying there for I think three years now ‘cause we stayed in our house in Guiginto before. Now we’re staying with mommy nene. (My granny, daddy’s side). He asked my uncle to make ads over the internet that says “House with pool for rent” and the rest is history. Lol.

Truth is, I wanna stay there. I fancy waking up on my own room. And say hello to Mr. Sun in my own window pane. And hang dreamcatchers all over it. And finally have my own happy space. Really. But we just can’t let granny be all on her own in her house (though our house sat right beside hers). Enough with the house, I crawled back to bed trying to snooze up. But I realized the coffee won’t allow my eyes to. Checked my phone, still got no message from him. I don’t know what his problem is, and I don’t remember if I did something wrong or if we’re on a fight. I don’t know if he’s mad or he got pissed with me and my sluggishness in texting. I texted him, saying “Goodmorning. Magkagalit ba tayo? May balak ka bang magtext? Mgbreakfast. Psh.” Cause I certainly have no idea of what’s going on. Pissed off, I logged on to facebook. Lame. Checked his, (shh! He doesn’t remember I know his password) then I found myself stalking his almost girlfriend. You know who she is. And again skimmed over their pictures until a thought hit me, they could’ve been happier, they looked good together (though we looked better together haha. Damn) they could’ve got a “lovers-of-the-year” award…….

Check the next blog post, I have something to tell you..

See? I told you I ain’t sure of what I’m blogging about. Did I break the rules of blogging? Is there such? Naaah. I don’t think so. This is my blog anyway so pretty much I can post junk whenever I want to.

SWAG-WAG: A Baguio Escapade

Some of our Swag finds

The two NICOLES

DREAMCATCHERS!<3

Irene-Mykyot, and I :)

The two craziest human being alive with you, plus wagwagans and dreamcatchers all over the place,

and some mouth watering strawberry taho and fresh blueberry yogurt. Enough to picture a blissful summer trip. It was a birthday treat by Mykyot. It's supposed to be five of us. Sadly Alyssa wasn't allowed to come

for some reasons, and Jaycel again have her endless reasons for not coming with us. So it's Irene and her

family (including aaliyah cutie their pet shihtzu) Nicole, yes. Nicole. And I, Nicole again. Haha. We stopped over the convent of the pink sisters to pray, and I swear the strawberry taho there tastes like heaven!!!!!!! This is one of my favrite part of our trip. Reallyy! Right after we arrived and ate in the transient house we went to the Mines View Park which is only a few blocks away from the transient we stayed in.Then we invaded the wag-wagans in Baguio. It was my first time to buy something from wagwag. What's wag-wag? It's the locals' term for Ukay-Ukay. It's a retail fashion shop for pre-loved items. I consider this as a must-visit in Baguio. For a budget of 500,I bought two flats and a floral lace leggings which is now my favorite. Saaavvyy. Right? :)

We roamed around the city ourselves. Irene's mom would just give us directions and we'd ride jeepneys ourselves. We headed to the Philippine Military Academy that made Nicole and Irene sentimental, :P we visited some of the places mentioned from the pocketbook they read. Yep, excluding me. Ran to the restricted section and had a picture taken with the Cadets. Nicole failed to buy a class ring which I think is exclusive only for PMAers that made her wanna marry one of the Cadets. XD

Saw no ghost but pretty Sunflowers at Teachers Camp, met the guy with no name and screamed in an old mine at Botanical Garden, counted our steps on our way up to The Mansion, and back to Mines View Park again.

It was overall a happy trip. Wish someday we'd go back with our own cars. And make another memorable escapade.  (and invade wagwagans again! Hahaha)

OVER THE NIGHT

OVERNIGHT:

If you'll be asking a student taking up BS Information Technology in BulSu, Overnight is when they stay in

one of their groupmates' house to work on a requirement. It's most probably a program, and always happen because of the major subjects. Well, while working on our projects last semester, I spent like two days on two different houses just to finish our projects on time.

I never exerted this effort in doing projects. Never this much.

There they  are, my dear groupies. Hardworking as ever? Hmmm? :)

The first picture:

It was taken here in our living room. We worked on it in the livingroom 'cause the bedroom makes us feel sleepy. And that was prohibited. Haha. We slept one at a time. As for me, my eyes gave up at six in the morning. We were asked to make a Network Design Proposal for a client of our choice (which made it harder), part of the requirements for our subject-Network Management. A hardbound copy of the documentation, and the protoype was presented to the critics. OHHHH. I nearly cursed working on this project. Twas damn hard for me.At first there was only two of us working on the documentation, and one for the figures needed for the document.Talking and proofreading the chapters only through facebook chat. Unlike other groups, who work together with their group mates.

Coffee kept me up, plus the fear of submitting it late. Overall I feel like shit. I felt robot-like. My heart feels like it was pumping coffee more than blood, crumpled with the situation. School works and stupid heartbreak. Two hours-the most decent sleep I got. We looked like zombies through the day and owls at night. One time, when words failed to explain how fed up I am, I CRIED. yeaaa. Childish.

The second one:

Some are taken here also, some at school. We didn't focus much in doing this project. It was a movie clip we're working on. Final project for our subject-Operating Systems and Applications. Of course I wasn't assigned to do the editing.Got no talent there. Hahaha. I had fun doing this. I didn't put all the pictures here but we have lots. Unfortunately I have no copy of the clip, but I got to watch a part of it. It was cute. Really. :)

Thank God some of my classmates were kind enough to have us in their groups. And thank God

I passed all my subjects, but sad to say some of my classmates failed. And it

In just about a month, I'll be a third year. And God knows how nervous I am for this semester. I ain't a hundred percent sure I can make it. :( But I hope I will. If I have to exert more effort then I also will.