That feeling I got when I re-read our old conversations. Goood. You're the sweetest. Your Iloveyouusssssssssssssss are endless. And there I was, the stout bitch. I took you for granted. Never realized how you've been there for me and loved me despite the fact that I ignored almost all your efforts The pink stuffed toy you gave me? I wanna just grab and hug it all day long. I've been looking around the campus, my head's turning fourhundredfiftydegrees, (see? it exceeded threehundredsixty!) with the hope of seeing you. I used to see you at every corner of it you know. And now it seemed walls were all around. hey, I MISS YOU. :(( I MISS EVERY SINGLE PIECE OF YOU! I guess we never truly realize a person's worth 'til they're gone. Well I do hope you guys don't do such.
Sorry I'm such a coward-ass. :(( I don't want you to know that I miss you so much. I can't. I think I should let myself miss you more (fvck!), so I won't ever do stupid things again that would hurt you. :(( I'm sorry I never let you love me. I'm sorry I'm so afraid of loving again. I'm sorry I thought love would screw up again. I'm sorry I stopped believing in happy endings.
I wanna fix this mess I made. I wanna see myself laughing with you, finding my hands into yours. I want long walks with you. I wanna make you feel all the love I screwed, I wannawannawannawanna be with you..
I just hope you still wanted the same.
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